Frustrating Moment

Most of my frustrating moments occur in math class. From elementary school to middle school my favorite subject was math. When I reached highschool and took geometry I learned that we have to do proofs math became my worst subject. When I was young I liked math because I understood the concept of using formulas and methods. Now I am confused and frustrated there are so many formulas to memorize and many methods to remember. I am always asking for help from the people around me trying to understand the concept. The thing that frustrates me the most in math is the formulas and methods you have to memorize I cant seem to find a way to remember them. But I am lucky to have my sister in the same math class as me so I am able to get help at home. Working with my friends and teachers has helped my frustration. But I don't think I will ever be able to like math again. Someday I hope to understand it better.