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As I type this half a tear tries to creep out my eye, but lord knows im way to stubborn to break down and cry, my jaw is locked so theres no way to talk, so I can only think and im stuck on this same thought, why him lord, what he do, I seen it on the news hoping it wasnt true, I was just with you over the summer now i got to to place the fact theres more seeing you, I mean dang man you just got out talking about changing your life g, how could this happen now your daughters only three, now theres another black girl growing up without a daddy, sadly, I cant say my cousin lived his life right, I can only pray that his soul gets forgiven and is now some how christ like, now one single tear has reached the tip of my chin, and im back to acting stubborn all over again.